15th November 2005,
Tuesday Morning- tonite will be Annual Dinner, and it's a weekday. A lot has been asking why is that weekdays, usually Annual Dinner should be weekends, yeah, company want to cut cost:) I guess. It'll be real hectic with this sort of programs lining up in the weekdays.
Mundane work for the whole week, need some breakthrough. Still finds difficult in relating to my staff. It's the pressure innerly or pressure outside? I need to overcome this by the change of the thinking, a first step, a smile of warmth, and acceptance of each individuals...not just the strength alone, but also the weakness of different people. The pride need to be pulled down, insecurity? Working the best- and be assured that the Boss Above will reward me accordingly, not according to worldly measures and riches, but according to heavenly riches above. A Change of thinking- Positive thinking and attitude, it's so much needed. I got to not just learn, but have some change and paradigm shift of the thinking.
O Lord, help me. I want to, it's difficult- I know, but I trust You, Your Words and Promises, teach me the basic, and where to begin. .. to love, to motivate, to stir ones up- to be good testimony in workplace that bear Your Name, that You alone be glorified...Amen!
